Last Thoughts...

From the belly of the beast I was conceived,

And cat daddy you besta believe,

That I’m gonna speak my mind to help you see…

That the truth shall be told,

And no matter how it unfolds,

My words shall be loud & bold…

This life that I lead knows no end,

But before I begin,

Lemme remind you that you’ll still be my friend…

Just because I don’t agree with what you do,

Let’s just keep this between me & you,

So that no one else has to get hurt when I’m through…

Read you your rights like the police,

’Cause your mind seems to have a slow leak,

With every word you utter, stutter or speak…

All this info you want to resist,

It’s not my fault you were born a Bitch,

Call yourself a man but really you want to switch hit…

Be the one you claim to be,

Don’t walk around mad at me,

’Cuz your girl forgot what it’s like to be with a real G…

Following me around like "Cheaters",

I’m not the one who mistreats her,

Keep your shit at home then you won’t have to be the miss-leader…

Knowing that you’re the one that’s been creepin,

You opened the window to allow me to peep in,

And although I’ve been tempted, I never put my P-in…

You know exactly what I’m getting at,

Even though both of us are black,

Your high-yellow complex still makes me think that…

Maybe disrespect is in order,

You did cross the border,

And got the nerve to wonder with the way you ignore her…

Why is she still calling me?

I’m not even ballin’ B,

But I found your lil’ threats a bit appallin’ you see…

But don’t worry, that’s not my style,

I’m all grown up now though I used to be wild,

Besides, you have nothing to worry about; she has your child…

So be there like the man you say you are,

And know that I’ll never be far,

In her eyes I’ll always be a shining star…

The first one that made her feel like a lady,

The first one that drove her crazy,

The reason why she won’t settle for lazy…

But that day is long gone,

Don’t get me wrong,

I was a man who once sang that sad song…

The one where I was wrong but claimed to be right,

The one where I put up a fight,

When I claimed that I wanted to come home last night…

So remember to treat your lady a lil better,

Even though when she sees me it still gets wetter,

And truth be told, if I wanted her, I WOULD come get her!

Take Me There

Take me to church, for I have been sinning

Take me to the track, for I have been winning

Take me to Africa so I can feel the energy

Take me to a Voodoo doctor to see the struggle within me

Take me to N.O. cuz I'm hot like Cajun

Take me to the streets cuz war I be wagin

Take me to jail, for I committed a crime

Take me at face value & miss the sublime

Take me to the runway to show these cats sum style

Take me to see my Grandma cuz I haven't seen her in a while

Take me to school, for I need a lesson

Take me to talk to the youth, for they need this lyrical blessin

Take me to your parents, cuz I'm what you've been missin

Take me to your heart, I'm sure it will listen

Take me for a joke & get knocked the hell out

TAKE ME…That's what I'm talkin bout

I Am Darkness

A MIDNIGHT SPIRIT MOVING THRU YOUR INNER-TURBULENT SOUL

YOUR RADIENCE ATTEMPTS TO SPARKLE THRU A SHADOW THAT I CAN’T CAST

FOR I AM DARKNESS

IN YOUR DREAMS YOU FEAR ME, NOT KNOWING WHERE I BEGIN, CAN’T FATHOM WHERE I END

INFINITE LIKE FIGURE 8 THERE’S NO ESCAPE

FOR I AM DARKNESS

YOUR BEAUTY WANTS TO SURROUND ME, FEELING AS THOUGH I CAN’T EXIST WITHOUT LIGHT,

MY WORLD EXUDES THAT FIRE, DEEPLY YOU FEEL ME BUT CAN’T UNDERSTAND HOW YOU CAN’T SEE ME

FOR I AM DARKNESS

NOW YOU FEEL ME, FAILING TO PAY YOUR LIGHT BILL SO YOU CAN SEE ME, BUT YOU CAN’T.

I EXIST IN A WORLD OF PAIN & STRUGGLE, HIDING YOUR SORROWS TO BRING YOU PLEASURE,

FOR I AM DARKNESS

YOU SWEAT FROM THE THOUGHT OF MY BEING, PRAYING FOR A TOUCH YOU CAN’T HAVE,

A RABBIT HOLE CAN’T GET MUCH DEEPER THAN THE THRESH-HOLD ON THIS BLACKNESS THAT I POSSESS

FOR I AM DARKNESS

I CAN FILL A ROOM AT A MOMENT’S NOTICE,

IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE YOU SAW WHAT YOU BELIEVED WAS ME, BUT HE GAVE YOU LIGHT,

FOR HE IS THE LIGHT, AND MY DARKNESS WILL FOREVER GIVE WAY TO HIS LIGHT

TAKE YOUR TIME WITH IT….

Throbs 4 The Instructress

Let the throbs commence, and everything else, while my words upon your body rest.
Let this ink calm your thirst, and everything else, while reason glorifies the flesh.
In the wind we'll find a ledge, and everything else, while memories digress.
Let my soul be the surge, and everything else, while incantations converse.
I shall assume your scent, and everything else, while the thicket overwhelms the pen.
Only you can be the zest, and everything else, well beyond caress.
Let me into the depths, and everything else, so as to proclaim our stealth.
And if you deny your breast, and everything else, Let my gradual return to earth profess.
In non-words fallen deaf, and everything else, how poets often squander their verse.
Follow your other self, and everything else, all for the love of love within the spell.

Verbal Intercourse

Touch yourself, ever so gently
I know you've never done this, but I'm a pro
That's why I'm here, to help you
If I do it to you, it'll be way too easy
Momentarily hesitant from my evervesance
Your worse fears become your greatest pleasures as you begin to grind to yourself girl, wind it girl
Why you shivering?  I'm turning the heat up with every tone of my Verbal Intercourse
I thought you liked it hot?  I thought you could drop it like it's hot?
You sweatin' from all the Hypnotiq?
Or is it the Hypnotiq spell I cast in your dreams when your toes curl?
Sweatin' your so called perm out & make you all natural
Your man don't do it like this huh?
Fuck your man slim.
'Cause unlike him, I don't make love for minutes
I make love for days.  To have my fingertips lace your chocolate skin would lead the law to the one that killed you softly.
That's why I want you to do it.
They haven't quite figured out how to trace my voice yet
I'm just like Morpheus.  And you are my Neo, you're the One.  The one to complete my Matrix.
So before we go any further, I need you to take this red pill
Don't worry Ma, it's better then birth control
This is the pill that will birth your soul
My tongue lashing tastes of sweet nectar
To quench your thirst, to purge your----
Wait a minute-------
You hear that?  You hear me cumin'?  You feel it boiling from the bottom?
Ah.........Ahhh......AAHHHHH.....
That was it baby.  Aiight. Take care love.  Talk to you tomorrow.  Bye......

Parallel Lines

If you draw 2 Parallel Lines, they will never intersect.
So what made you think that you would ever cross me?
I don't attand church every Sunday, but what law says that Sunday is the only day I can praise?
Just because I'm not a Bible toting, scripture quoating man, does that make you betta than me?
You see, my relationship with GOD is a personal one.
I praise HIM every wake up call, every breath I breathe, every meal I eat.
What makes you the standard in which my spiritual self can exist?
You mean to tell me you never cheated in school to pass a test?
I'm not condoning this, but HE gave me permission to study on my own time.
I don't speak in the unknown tongue, for HE gave me the gift of english.
But HE speaks back thru my inner-psyche.
Now you ask yourself, "Who is this nigga?"
"I totally misjudged him!"
But who gave you the right to judge me?
We live in a world full of sin, man made sin.
But because you do what you do in the dark & go out of your way to shed light on my life, that makes your relationship with HIM better then mine?
Mortals can't lead you to the Promised Land.
Scratch that, mortals can't lead ME.
I'm not really sure what drives you.
In that cold place that you call your GOOD heart, you're only fooling yourself.
You see, it's not important whether or not I see it, 'cause HE sees all.
So go ahead, tell everyone what you did Sunday at HIS house.
Tell everyone your judgement of me.
For HE made us both of flesh.
Of the same cloth.
So you see, we ARE 2 Parallel Lines that will never cross.

Just For The Fuck Of It...

An unnecessary emptiness.  How is it that love can sparkle in your eye, but U can't see the light?
He was just a boy when he hurt you, yet you carry that torch like an Olympic gold medalist.
Must I recompense your sorrows?  Would you allow me the pleasure?
I work on my craft like no other that has laced your presence, I'm grown with this.
Now, if you lookin' for that teenage love then I'll find Slick Rick for ya.  That's the only assistance that I can provide.
I mean, wasn't he the one that hurt you in the first place?
I'm failing all of your "love tests" 'cause you give them like pop quizzes.  But this nigga is a valedictorian 'cause you gave him all the answers.
I don't get it.  "I need a man, not a boy" is all I ever hear youi screamin.
You want me to be your man on the side while you maintain your relationship with your "Boyriend".
You don't want me to love;you just want me to love you.  So when he drags you back into that miserable domain that is his existence, you can easily go back 'cause "We just fuckin' right?  I mean, I love him & he's gonna get his shit 2gether."
I know.  And even though it hurts, I don't put up a fight to stop U.  And I'll tell myself that "I'm not takin' her ass back any more!"  Just when I get U off my mind, you'll find me with a ring.
"Whatcha doin?"  "Writin." "Want some company?" "Sure."
I try to be cool, hard even.  'Cause I'm grown.  And I know that lil' boy has hurt you again.  As soon as U walk through the door, BAM, we go at it.  Now I'm cryin on the outside, and I'm dyin on the inside 'cause I love you.
But you don't want me to love;U just want me to love U.  Now as our bodies intertwine into a savage dance of lust, you scream out with all your heart "OH RON!"
I keep going.  Even though I'm Derrick.  'Cause we're just just fuckin, right?  Boys cry.  Men lie.  So I must finally be leaving that day care center.  Because my lying about my love for U has led to me crying for you love for me that I can never have.
Because you love boys.  And I'm your man........Just for the fuck of it......

Sheet Talk...

"Say yes" like those chicks from Floetry
Whisper in your ear to let you know it's me
Girl you got me "Feenin" like Jodeci...
Keep your spot hot cuz of how I talk
Got you curious cuz of how I walk
Make you feel like you wanna lick my beanstalk...
Cummin on strong cuz I'm a sexual being
Caress your heart now luv you believe in
Look deeply into my eyes so you can see in...
Into a world where you heart pounds like tick-tock
As comfortable as pedicured toes inside of flip flops
Where you climb on top so that I can taste every drip...drop...
Size doesn't matter cuz I'm pounding your intellect
Didn't know just from talking I could get your panties wet
"Make it last forever" like you're listening to Keith Sweat...
Hittin it from the back til we both fall
Feelin like a baby cuz now you wanna crawl
Never felt a D cum so hard in your Luv...Hall...
Flicker my tongue fast and slow
Lick your body from head to toe
DAMN you taste good make a brotha want mo' & mo'...
Used to think I was a freak just because of my sign
I told you in the beginning I would take my time
Tattooed my chocolate name on your butterscotch spine...
  I luv the taste of your sun-dried flesh
From now on you don't have to settle for less
Cuz when it comes to this sheet talk, baby, you're rockin with the best...

Rememberance

Behind your heart lies a soul that only you know.  Letting anyone in can be dangerous, but that's the only way you know how to love.  You search for a feeling of desire, only to find heartache.

"Seasons change, people don't!"  That's what you've lived by.  But as the leaves fall & the wind changes, you have a new found happiness.  Silly giggles fill every conversation as you forgot about past pains.  You're remembering love, and all it's wondrous splendor.

Old habits become new discoveries, long days turn into short nights.  You've waited for this moment for what feels like an eternity, now you're dazed by passion.

Her scent fills your every breath.  The warmth of his body caresses you thru the night.  Love is no longer a fear.  Now is it an option.  Your heart has opened up & your soul is dancing.

But there is no music.  Only the pounding of your heart when you hear their voice.  And as you take a deeper look, their soul is dancing with yours.  And at that moment, you remember, Love.....